no end to grievances

life seems to be quite unhappy with me, not serving me well...i gt a nokia 3500, really cute model in pink colour...fucked it in rain. . :'(
got it repaired, got duped, got it badly fucked..realised im no good and dont deserve nething...life's sliding down on a steep slope it seems..
job's not going good..no appreciation, no good work, no happiness, no success...surrounded with confusions all the time, diving in depressions.....hmm..worthless!